Translations
What would have become of me, had I not believed I would see the goodness of Yahweh in the land of the living?
[I would have despaired] — had I not believed to see the goodness of YHWH in the land of the living.
I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living.
Still I am certain to see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living.

